cám ơn 3 anh đã cho abc lời khuyên, abc đọc đi đọc lại cả trăm lần rồi lại khóc, ko biết sao mình ngu ngốc wá đi mất, lúc truớc mổi lần nghe nguời khác noi về chuyện đó,abc cứ nghĩ làm sao họ có thễ làm như vậy,và just so proud that i was a virgin, but now,whenever i see news paper or movie or wutever nói về sex thì cảm thấy xấu hổ wá đi mất, giờ thì abc buông lỏng mình luôn rồi, nghĩ rằng bây giờ chẳng còn gì để mất nữa, chẳng biết nói với ai vì chỉ có 1 nhỏ bạn thân, she's American and virgin, lúc truớc mỗi lần 2 đúa nói về chuyện này thì rất là bất bình, ca 2 đều agreed la not having sex until marry but now..... i lost mine and i dunno wut to say...just quiet when i talk to her
in addition, whenver i read magazines, open it and it's always have some articles about youth and sex (which i never see it before) i'm just so STRESS and think about my bf more
actually he cũng tốt, not really la nguời chĩ lo nghĩ ve sex,cũng wan tâm cho abc, and when i asked him about his ex girlfriends , he cũng nói thật chớ hôn có chối, he told me that he had sex with only one of his exs, and then i know that all his friends are guy not gurl, abc cũng nghe nói la he hôn fải là nguời cà chớn( i can tell by the way he acts) but...u know...i dunno wut he thinks about me now.....nhiều lúc abc cũng nói thật ra cho him biết la abc lo sợ lắm, sợ mang thai while i'm this young you know...i dun wanna ruin my life.hm... i already did, didnt i? i ruin my family, my anceston, prob i'm the 1st person did this in my anceston that why i'm so stress, so tội lỗi...........
cũng có thễ he thinks just like wut cucnuocda said...dating just because abc thỏa mãn nhu cầu cho him...i'm so confuse...
oh yeah...adn then i dunno...seriously i think cuz i think about it to much that y i dun really feel any good when we have sex..is it true? or somethin's goin wrong with my body? while we making love i still ahve somethin so confuse in my mind...still wonder somethin....when should i try the EPT thing? i didnt buy it yet but...so embarassin when i'm thinking about goin to pharmacy store to buy it......so xấu hỗ mặc dù biết no one care............
prob i'll do like cucnuocda said...trying not to have sex for a couple week and see how his react.........i hope he's not goin to say no more relationship between us......i love him so bad but i dunno if he coi thuờng me now or not...........